The girl I want to be

• I want to be able to wear black and brown without feeling uncoordinated
• I want to walk with excellent posture
  
• I want to laugh loudly and not feel annoying
• I want to be closer to God
• I want to hug perfect strangers
• I want a job I love
• I want to love my overly emotional-ness
• I want to paint a masterpiece
• I want to be loud all the time
• I want to feel confident
• I want to be me
• I want to bake a cake and decorate it with rolled fondant
• I want to be proud of me
• I want to walk in the middle of the night and not feel scared
• I want to sleep on the beach
• I deserve to fall for a guy who makes me go weak at the knees
• I want to be ok with being anti-social and hide in my room
• I want to take great photos